How to serve Krishna in a Quarrelsome family without their support?

How to serve Krishna in a Quarrelsome family without their support?

Actual Question from a girl devotee requesting anonymity:

Hare krsna prabhu ji, I am an aspiring devotee, practicing kc from past 1 year something, chanting 16-20 rounds, following 4 principles. Iam the only girl and youngest one at home, no one in my failure is devotee and obviously parents against me of doing Mala and eating veg only, but somehow I manage by lords mercy. There always fight happens in my home, skirmish between my parents and sis in laws, brothers too get dragged in between. Sometimes situation gets very worse that 1 st sis in law and brother left home few Months ago. Though daily routine but situation again went worse recently that 2 nd sis in law was on verge to leave home ( she also may do in future). I just watch the scene and cry seeing brother parents fighting and yelling. I feel helpless that I can’t make both my parents and sis in law understand and just watch the scene and pray krishna. Now I am worried about how to carry on my bhakti through food habit as I am already Fallen just trying to do bhakti somehow without offline devotees association. As when I have holiday I try to make atleast 1-2 times of meal and offer to lord so that all eat prasadam. Generally when I prepare bhog I don’t involve my 2 sis in law as cleanliness level while preparing bhog inside outside she can’t do also she does not take much interest in preparing bhog. Now Iam bewildered whether to continue cooking for lord or not. Coz if I prepare bhog sis in law may think that Iam only not letting her cook and thus she get to hear scolding from mom ( as mom keeps on telling daily about her for not doing daughter in law duty but not in her face). Also sis in law and parents can’t stand each other I see only bitter feeling issue both. Now if I eat food prepared by sis in law daily I fear if by bhakti get affected due to karmic food, as the mood she has while cooking I feel in full grudge mood , meditating on the words of my parents or thinking let just finish it off cooking fast. I can’t preach them. What role can I play to maintain peace at home also serving krsna by preparing bhog and all together honor.

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REPLY:

First I appreciate your interest to serve Krishna in a Quarrelsome family.

But, tell me a place on earth where there are no quarrels between the relatives. Kaliyuga itself is called the yuga of quarrels.  So, wherever you go, there will be quarrels. Even if you go to a jail, you can see quarrels there between the jailed prisoners.

(Why the dress codes for women though even the girls of vedic period were wearing skirts only? READ HERE!)

Ha Ha…We need not go to jail.  If you go to temples and spiritual organizations that preach us about the true love detachment, patience and mercy, you can see quarrels between the inmate devotees there occasionally and they will be fighting for positions and recognition.  I myself have directly witnessed such quarrels between the devotees.

So, quarrels exist in ALL the places. We have to serve Krishna in a Quarrelsome family and background only.  If you expect a fully peaceful place on earth, it is not possible.  Peace will come ONLY WHEN WE LEARN TO REMAIN DETACHED FROM MATERIAL AFFAIRS INCLUDING THE QUARRELSOME BACKGROUND.

(WEAPONS TO BEAT MAYA – TILAKA, TULASI BEADS AND PRASADAM! READ HERE!)

For example, if a boy marries a girl, both of them should be ready to face quarrels between them occasionally.  If any one of them likes to remain fully peaceful, he/ she must close the ears and eyes without caring such quarrelsome spouse.

If he skips marriage fearing for quarrels with the wife and children, he may have to face quarrels from some other persons.  If he settles in the temples fearing for marriage, who knows, he may face quarrels from the co-devotees themselves.

Therefore, we can not wait expecting a right atmosphere for performing Krishna Bhakti.  If we wait for a clean platform, we may not get such situation at all till we die and hence we may finish this rare birth without performing Krishna Consciousness.

(CAITANYA’s BOLD ADVICE FOR BALANCING DEVOTION & FAMILY! READ HERE!)

So, go to your room, close the doors and start chanting. Or, if there is any open terrace, go there and chant.  Or, Keep a cotton in both your ears and start chanting without the disturbance of outside quarrels.  Recite the manthras while cooking or washing clothes (not while bathing and in toilet just as a respect for the God) or travelling by bus/ train, etc.  Wake up early to chant even before they wake up.  This will be a better idea.

Thus, there are many options to manage the chanting.

Next, cooking for the Lord.  You are right.  Only the sincere and dedicated devotees should cook for lord.  Food prepared by the non devotees should not be offered to the lord.  They may cook offensively. So, do not offer the food prepared by them if you feel it may not be pure.  And, when you offer food to Krishna, that food will become pure WHATEVER AMOUNT OF KARMA IT HAS.  So, that is not a problem.  But, the cooking person should do that with good auspicious feelings and love for Krishna.  That is the point.

(WHY KRISHNA DEVOTEES ARE GIVEN MORE PROBLEMS? (WITH SUBTLE FACTS) – PART-2! READ HERE!)

So, whenever you are able to cook personally, cook for Krishna and offer to Him as COOKED FOOD.  But, in case you are unable to cook for Krishna on any day(s) because of the reasons mentioned by you,  no need to worry. Just offer some fruits, dry fruits and/ or milk.  Enough.

Marry a boy who will permit you to follow the devotion as you wish.  After you get married, you can follow devotional practices as you wish.  You have to inform your desire to serve Krishna from home to your aspiring “WOULD BE” before finalizing the marriage.  This is very important.

Krishna sees only our love and intentions.  Not the food items we offer to Him.

My request to the preachers:  Please do not stop with just guiding the devotees to offer food to Krishna and follow other rules.  Please also advise them what to do when they do not have suitable atmosphere in their family to follow such rules.  Because, many devotees are crying within heart out of guilt for being unable to follow the rules because of their family conditions.

(How can a woman serve Krishna in a non-cooperative family? READ HERE!)

We should not be the cause for guilt in the mind of innocent devotees who are unable to follow devotional rules perfectly because of some situations.  So, as I have said above, suggest some relaxations also while preaching. Because, such devotees will avoid guilt and follow Krishna Consciousness to their level best.

A SINGLE RULE CAN NOT BE EXPECTED TO SUIT ALL.  SO, WE HAVE TO CUSTOMIZE THE RULES ACCORDING TO THE SITUATION OF EVERY DEVOTEE.

This is what I am trying to do in this site that is relieving 1000’s of devotees from their guilt.

Let us be practical in our preaching by UNDERSTANDING THE ACTUAL SITUATION OF THE DEVOTEES.

Hope you are relieved from your guilt also and now clear about how to serve Krishna in a Quarrelsome family like yours.

(My taste in chanting reduced after marriage since I don’t get Prasadam there. What to do? READ HERE!)

Author: RAJAN

RAJAN from Tamil Nadu, India, a Life Patron and an Initiated Devotee being in ISKCON for nearly three decades, serves anonymously to avoid Prominence and crowd as an insignificant, Humble and Neutral Servant for all the devotees of Krishna! He promotes Social media forums and this blog-website as e-satsangha (e-forums) blessed with Lakhs of followers, to give Spiritual Solutions for all the Material Problems of the devotees since 2011! He writes friendly and practical tips to practice devotion (i) without hurting the followers of other paths, (ii) without affecting the personal and career life, and (iii) without the blind, superstitious and ritualistic approach! He dedicates all the glories and credits to his Guru and Krishna.

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