AFTER COMING TO DEVOTION, I HATE MARRIAGE AND LIKE TO SETTLE IN THE TEMPLE. CAN I DO SO?

AFTER COMING TO DEVOTION, I HATE MARRIAGE AND LIKE TO SETTLE IN THE TEMPLE.  CAN I DO SO?

Actual questions from two devotees:

(1) A male devotee (Name hidden):

“Hare krishna Prabhuji PAMHO I am 25 years old now(not initiated but in Sadhana Ladder). I got introduced to Krishna Consciousness at the age of 22  through an Iskcon centre of the city where i was working. (though i knew before as my parents follow sri sampradaya i was not interested/ serious earlier). I have been practicing KC under the guidance of that Iskcon centre ( Staying in a BASE/ Ashraya) . At this point of time i feel and i am very much interested to serve as a full time devotee under the guidance of a Bonafide Spiritual Master in the association of Sincere Devotees.  I have introspected myself for the past year on this and i feel that becoming a true (Sincere) dedicated full time devotee serving Guru and Gauranga is what i love doing .  When i disclosed it to my Counsellor he suggested me to join full time if i am really interested but finally he left it on me said it’s my Call (Your wish) .

My parents (especially my mother) want me to get married and practice KC accepting Grihasta Ashram and they are hell bent on that. I am confused (some times also feeling Obliged) whether to do what i truly love ( Serving full time) or to accept Grihasta Ashram and practice Krishna Consciousness as a Grihasta and Satisfy my Parents also.  As of now , I don’t see much stake for myself personally in Grihasta Ashram except the Cause of Satisfying my parents provided that their wish of getting me married is backed by Krishna. I am willing to follow Grihasta Ashram, Only If Krishna wants me to accept it and for no other reason(not even to satisfy my parents). My counsellor asked me to do as i wish but i strongly feel like and i have no my wish in this aspect (even if internally i might have my own wish i am willing to suppress it and execute Krishna’s wish and I really mean it).

I only want to Execute Krishna’s Wish. The problem i am facing is I am unable to See / Understand what is Krishna’s wish, which Ashram Krishna wants me to be in , which path /option would Krishna appreciate better or prefer for me. Hence I am Unable to take a Call and i am facing an internal Turmoil within myself.  I am also praying to Krishna Everyday to Guide Me. Please kindly Guide me. Thank You Very Much in Advance

P.S:  Sorry for the Long Question I only want to Express my self Completely for you to better understand. Also please hide my name in reply for personal reasons i would like to go Anonymous.

(2) A Girl devotee who requested anonymity asked like this:

“Hare krishna  Prabhu  m a 25yrs girl…Prabhu  m getting married soon..with time  i’ve started believing everything and is just MAYA..  now i dont want to get married…i dnt want to get into any materialistic relationships…also i dnt want to have baby after marriage..  i dnt want to make the baby suffer like me in this sinful world,so i dnt want a baby.

Prabhu is it right to think that way???  Or iz a sinful thought???   kindly show me the right path.

I hve started with Hare Krishna maha mantra recently…whenever i sing the mantra i weep also when i attend d arati , i weep..i get so attached..even m not concerned who’s  looking and who’s not . Not only this, whenever i  read Bhagavad Gita  most of the time my eyes gets wet.

Prabhu, why this happens to me??? anything wrong with me???  kindly dont dusclose my name”

REPLY:

FIRST, SOME GENERAL SUGGESTIONS ON THIS ISSUE:

There is no doubt that your wish to serve a guru directly being a full time devotee is very genuine and is the topmost and the best desire one should have in his life. I appreciate that. I fully support serving the guru directly if one gets the opportunity to do so.

Also read this:  SHOULD A DEVOTEE NEEDS MARRIAGE WITH ANOTHER PERSON SINCE KRISHNA IS THE ONLY PURUSHA HUSBAND FOR ALL?

However, this reply is not intended to discourage the devotees from becoming full time devotees.  I will never do that.  Considering the realities, pressures and the practical aspects existing in this kaliyuga, I like to give some extra details to be considered before taking any decision in this regard.  One should take decisions evaluating his family background, dependants, responsibilities, etc. If even after considering all these points, your mind is fixed only in the full time service to Lord or to avoid marriage, you can definitely do so.  That will indicate your determination in that matter. A single advice will not match everyone’s situation.  That is why,  I have given all the points to be considered before taking any decision to make that decision firm one.

I myself got confused to take some decisions hearing the insufficient and immatured preaching of some devotees who did not explain what the detachment actually is. Therefore, I like to give a very practical reply for this as I feel that I have sufficient experience to speak about this:

Actually,  being a brahmachari for ever, or taking sanyasa is not wrong and you will not be punished for that.  But, most of us do not know the REAL MEANING of the term  BRAHMACHARI or SANYASI.

Actually, those who remain as a brahmachari or sanyasi should never think of women or sex even within mind.  They should see every person including girls as athma and the children of Krishna.

If you are confident of being like this, you can remain as brahmachari or sanyasi.  However, in this kaliyuga, everyone has to go out for earning.  Otherwise, it is difficult to live in this kaliyuga.  So, they have to come across many girls/ boys on their duty and studies.  So, they find it very difficult to control their senses.   Because of this, many brahmacharis skip marriage for some reasons , but, are thinking of women within mind.

Scriptures say that  THOUGH A PERSON THINKS LIKE HAVING BODILY RELATIONS WITH A BOY/GIRL, ACTUALLY IT IS EQUAL TO HAVING RELATIONS DIRECTLY WITH HIM/ HER.  SO, THOUGH SOME DEVOTEES REMAIN PHYSICALLY A BRAHMACHARI, THEY ARE DOING BODILY RELATIONS WITHIN MIND.

That is why, I have been  advising the Devotees to atleast try for marriage and marry if they get a right spouse and stop their mind from wandering here and there. If they do not get a spouse, it is not their fault and it is their karma.

Also read this:   SHOULD A DEVOTEE NEEDS MARRIAGE WITH ANOTHER PERSON SINCE KRISHNA IS THE ONLY PURUSHA HUSBAND FOR ALL?

What is detachment? How to take the preachings about DETACHMENT?

This is the mistake many devotees do after coming to Krishna Consciousness, or, in general, devotional practices. Earlier, They were somehow having some hold in their life.  But, after coming to Krishna Consciousness, or, in general, devotional practices, they start to hate everything around them.

Though we are advised to have “Detachment with material world and also attachment with Krishna”, most of you have understood detachment wrongly.

The preachers in must realize that they are making changes in the minds of audience and their words should not spoil their life set up.  So, they must explain  what ‘actually’ the detachment  is.   If they stop just by saying “detach from material life”, the audience will start to lead an uninterested life hating others.  This is dangerous and spoiling the life of the audience.

They should not stop with preaching only the scriptures like Bhagavad Gita, Bhagavatham, etc, but, should ALSO speak about some practical problems faced by the devotees. If they preach, they should preach all the aspects.  Otherwise, they should not touch such sensitive topics like detachment.  If the preaching is incomplete and insufficient, many people understand the concept only half of it and lose interest in life.

So, let us see how to act with detachment:

Krishna is the best example for detachment as said by Srila Prabhupada.  Many atheists say that Krishna enjoyed all the wives.  They see Krishna like ordinary man and hence say so.   The reality is that Krishna never received any enjoyments from anyone, as all pleasures are coming from Him.

Also read:  GUIDE FOR DEVOTEES : WHO SHOULD COMPULSORILY MARRY? WHY?

He lived as a grahastha with 16,108 wives.  He took care of His children.  He helped His wives.  He behaved like a normal householder.  But, throughout His presence in the life with His wives, Krishna was never attached with them.  He gave them the opportunity to serve Him as they wished.  He remained like water on lotus leaf.  He did not find any pleasure in His wives.  He did every act as a duty as a husband.  Not for sense gratification.  Because, Krishna Himself is the reservoir of pleasure.  So, he does not need any pleasure from outside.

Because Krishna is detached, He did not hate girl devotees and he satisfied their wishes also. Krishna Himself married and led Grahastha life.  You are aware that almost all the deities in all temples are shown with wives only.  Even the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Krishna did not hate girls.  Even Lord Shiva, who is the great controller of senses, showed Himself with His wife.

If this is the reality, why should you hate marriage?  This is a dangerous trend.

I have seen may boys and girls who after hearing the preaching partially, skip marriage in their  young age and speaking justifying  their decisions.  But, many of them have struggled with disturbances of senses and the negligence of the society in their day to day life.

Because of some disturbances and/ or emptiness, they decide to marry in their middle or late thirties, or even forties.  They find it difficult to get a right groom/ bride after their age of 35.  So, They struggle throughout their life fighting between the senses and devotion. Only if you are 100% determined that you will never involve in sense agitations in future, you must skip marriage life.  Do you have that determination?  Can you predict your future changes now itself?

So, don’t hear such sensitive preaching partially and don’t skip marriage trusting that they will protect you in your last period of life.

CAN OTHER DEVOTEES OR TEMPLES TAKE CARE OF YOUR WHOLE LIFE TILL DEATH?

PRACTICALLY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR THE TEMPLES TO PROTECT ALL THE DEVOTEES WHO DESERT THEIR MARRIAGE. They will allow only the required number of devotees for the services and also depending on the financial position of the temple.

Read this also:  GUIDE FOR DEVOTEES: WHO SHOULD AVOID MARRIAGE? WHY OTHERS SHOULD MARRY?

They can just preach, but can’t come with you when you are in distress.  You only have to take care of yourself keeping some relatives with you.  So, you need some people as relatives.  If you come out of this relative circle, no one will be there COMMITTED to help you.  No one may be with you when you leave this world, EVEN TO give a glass of water.  The world is very selfish.  In fact, no one from outside world will take care of you in life.  Only your sons and daughters will do though they don’t like it.   If you have a son or daughter, atleast they will give a glass of water with murmurs or love.  Atleast they will admit you in an old age home and pay for it.

So,  don’t play with life.  Remember, some temples may give you extra care only until you are donating something or doing some physical service support to them.

Now a days, there is no guarantee that other devotees will protect us when we become bed ridden.  If you are an acharya or guru, your disciples may do for you as a service.  At the same time, whether they will help for other devotees who are in the same stage like them, is not sure.  They may have their own preferences and pressures in their own life.

Of course, scriptures say that Lord is pleased when a person respects and serves His other devotees.  But, practically, in this city life style, now a days, the devotees may humbly offer respects to other devotees on seeing them.  They may help other devotees to small extent.  They may even help for once, twice or thrice.  But, if we remain bed ridden for 10 years, who will do for us?  If you have a son or daughter, he may help you or you can atleast approach a court to direct him to take care of you.  That is, he/ she is LEGALLY bound to protect you.  But, how can we expect that other devotees will take care of us? So, the risk of being deserted is there in terminal age in the ashrams.

You are told by a preacher that everything in this world is maya – girls are maya – everything is maya.  So, you decide not to marry a girl. In case, you remain alone and suffer with so many physical illness, will that devotee who preached you that girls are maya, come to you and take care of you till you die?

In case you prefer to stay in a temple where you were serving for long, can they appoint a maid to take care of you?  Will they clean your body?  Will other devotees change your dress daily for 10 years?  Will other devotees bring food for you all the years?  If the manager of the temple is the same for 10-15 years, he might have known to you well.  If the manager is changed and new, how can you expect that he will recognize your services for that temple for all these years?  If there is any issues in management, or if they decide to take austerity measures and cut spending and hence reduce the number of man power in the temple, where can we go?

So, hear the preachings of spritual personalities.  Analyze them.  If you don’t understand, get them clarified with some practical questions as explained by me hereReview what you will do if you are bed ridden in your old age.  You will get a solution.

So,now, you may like to decide to marry a girl and lead a decent and regulated grahastha life.

Also read this:  After coming to devotion, I hate and avoid non-devotee family and others that makes them angry. Why Krishna allows this?

If the spiritual organization you are associated gives you a guarantee that they will take care of your welfare throughout your life, then skip marriage and settle in the temples.  If not, marry immediately.

Don’t believe this selfish world of kaliyuga and don’t waste your life.  If you marry, you should involve in Krishna Consciousness / devotion along with your wife/ husband seriously.  Don’t  expect much from your spouse, but, do everything based on mutual needs.   Honour only prasadam, Chant more,  follow regulative principles and associate with vaishnavas in regular intervals.

YOU CAN DO ALL THE HELPS TO THE TEMPLES & DEVOTEES BY BEING A GRAHASTHA AND DOING SOME JOB/ BUSINESS FOR YOUR EARNING.

WHO CAN STAY IN THE TEMPLES?

(i) IN CASE YOU HAVE NO DEPENDANTS (like parents, sisters to be given in marriage, under aged brothers, etc)

(ii) IF YOU HAVE NO FAMILY SUPPORT AT ALL

(iii) IF NO ONE WILL BE AFFECTED IF YOU SETTLE IN THE TEMPLE, 

(iv) IF YOU HAVE SUFFICIENT SAVINGS TO BE USED DURING YOUR LAST YEARS OF LIFE, AND

(v) YOUR GURU (OR) ACHARYA ORDERS YOU TO SERVE FULL TIME IN THE TEMPLE OR TO HIM DIRECTLY, IT SHOULD BE CONSIDERED THE ORDER OF LORD AND OBEYED.

THEN, YOU CAN TAKE THE DECISION TO SETTLE IN THE TEMPLES WITHOUT ANY CONSIDERATIONS.

I do agree that there are some issues in marriage life.  I can’t give a guarantee for a problem free marriage life.   Of course, there are definitely some pressures and problems in marriage life, since two people of different backgrounds have to live together.  But, its benefits outweigh its problems  But, if you close your tongue and ears, you can avoid many problems.

Though marriage life has some issues, it is safe for girls and boys to keep their senses under control and lead a controlled life.  Atleast your mind will stop with a single girl/ boy.

We must learn to stand like water on lotus feet even in grahastha ashrama and use that ashrama to worship Krishna along with wife. So, marry a boy and lead a materially detached, but Krishna Conscious life.

Only if you are 100% determinded that you will never have sense agitations in future, you must skip marriage life.  Do you have that determination?  Can you predict your future preferences in life now itself?

Be vigilant and don’t be innocent in life and don’t trust anyone blindly. Evaluate and then believe.

Also read:  Can devotees marry without matching horoscopes?

Many ask whether it is right to be a sanyasi or brahmachari putting our faith on Krishna.  Actually, Krishna also says that He is our intelligence.  So, we must apply our intelligence and analyze everything practically.

By not using the INTELLIGENCE that is Krishna Himself, you should not take any decision in life and skip anything.  Krishna has given freedom for you to think and act and he is just silently watching.  If you try to do something putting your faith on Krishna, that is good.  If you  remain idle putting your faith on Krishna, it is not nice.

If a student has faith on Krishna and goes to exams without preparing, how can Krishna help him?  So, efforts are important.  Even a sanyasi has to take efforts to go for biksha for his living.  But, what is happening now?  Which sanyasi is going for biksha house to house? Many sanyasis are living in air conditioned posh houses.  There is no difference between a common man’s life style and a sanyasi’s life style in kaliyuga.

So, it is practically difficult to be a perfect sanyasi in kaliyuga.  Srimad Bhagavatham also says that it is very difficult to find a perfect brahmana in this kaliyuga.  That is why, grahastha ashram is recommended since they are protected from sense inducements with the help of spouse and hence they can concentrate in the services of Lord without sense disturbances.

No devotee or temple has any right to advise you to skip your marriage.  Because, they can’t give you guarantee that they will protect you till you leave this world.  It should be decided purely according to your situation.  Not because of the general advices given by devotees.

WHAT TO DO NOW?

If there is no barrier, just marry and continue life.  if there is any serious barrier, you can think of quitting it.

So, just watch how this world is going on now.  Everybody is concentrating in safeguarding himself.  So, they do not worry to take care of others.  Many of them do not even hesitate to desert their family in the name of Detachment.  They leave their wife and children.  In this scenario, how can we expect that others will take care of us when we are bed ridden?

You and others have different karma.  You should not compare your karma  with the karma of others.  And, you should not expect the same incidents happened for others to happen for you too.  The wife of another man may be non cooperative.  You may get a good wife.

So, ATLEAST TRY for the ashram of marriage. If your grahastha life is somehow manageable, manage it patiently and while serving the Lord.  Act decently and gently and patiently.

Though Krishna will protect us, we must take sincere efforts by facing life with a detached mindset.

Also read: I do not get married though I am a devotee, but, my cousin, a non devotee is to get married. Why?

ONLY THE ATTACHMENT SHOULD BE AVOIDED, NOT THE PEOPLE.

KEEP THESE POINTS IN MIND:

(i) NEVER DEPEND ON OTHER PERSONS FOR YOUR NEEDS IN YOUR LIFE.

(ii) DON’T EXPECT THAT OTHERS WILL DEFINITELY TAKE CARE OF YOU.

(iii) YOU STAND ON YOUR OWN LEGS.

(iv) DONATE A PART OF YOUR EARNINGS FOR KRISHNA AND ALSO SAVE FOR YOUR OLD AGE.  DON’T SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY FOR OTHERS.  KEEP A PERCENTAGE FOR YOU AND SPEND REMAINING FOR OTHERS AND LORD.

(V) THOUGH YOU SAVE FOR LAST PERIOD, DO NOT HAVE ATTACHMENT WITH THAT MONEY.

Every ashrama has its own problems in this kaliyuga.   There are many problems in the Brahmachari or Sanyasa life also in this kaliyuga.

If you remain a brahmachari or sanyasi, you should concentrate all the 24 hours ONLY IN THE SERVICE OF LORD and YOUR JOB WITHOUT INVOLVING IN MATERIALISTIC ACTIVITIES. Ensure that you are not thinking of girls even within mind.

If it is not possible for you, better atleast try to enter into marriage, face that life and also follow devotion in married life. Krishna wants us to perform our prescribed duties thinking of Him.  He does not expect us to entrust ourselves to others and remain idle.  We must apply our intelligence given by Krishna and act.

Everything in this world is risky.  Travel by plane is also risky.  Do we avoid plane travel?  Similarly, there may be 20-25 % risks for the failure in marriage.  Just because of that , why should you hesitate to ride in the vehicle of marriage?

But, you have to enquire thoroughly before marrying a girl/ boy.  Marry a girl/ boy ONLY AFTER discussing about your priorities clearly with him/ her before fixing the marriage and she/ he must help you in your devotional practices and you too assure her/ him that you will help in the development of her/ his devotion.

Thus, if you discuss everything before marriage, the chances for failure will be reduced.

If you enquire, discuss and decide to marry a girl/ boy, proceed with that decision single mindedly putting your faith in the mercy of Krishna.  If your spouse co-operates with you in devotion, thank god.  Most of the marriages can be managed somehow.  For that you should give up your ego and  should not get angry or suspicion on spouse.  First you be perfect.  Then advice your spouse to be perfect.

Also read: Is it good for a girl devotee remaining unmarried instead of marrying a non devotee boy?

If he/ she is not helping properly, do the following:

(i) First, try your level best to involve him/ her in devotional practices and services and to be a responsible husband/ wife.  Patiently try for two years.

(ii) If you fail in your efforts, as the next trial, remain unattached mentally and live with spouse just physically.  You perform your Devotion sincerely without worrying for the activities of your spouse and thanking the God for having given atleast a house for staying and performing devotion.

(iii) If the spouse happen to be a person who is involving in illicit activities or a torturous person, and could not be corrected even after many efforts in the trial period of two years, you can think of taking further steps to cut his/ her association physically by living separately for the another trial period of six months.

(iv) If everything goes against you though you have remained perfect and gentle and your spouse could not be correccted at all, don’t worry, there are other options to free yourself from that relation by applying for divorce and thereafter continue your devotional practices.

(v) Thus atleast 2-3 years should be spent to correct him/ her before taking the decision of divorce.

TO REDUCE THE PROBLEMS IN MARRIAGE LIFE, MARRY A GIRL/ BOY WHO IS IN SIMILAR DEVOTIONAL STATUS LIKE YOU.

For example, It is better for an initiated devotee to marry another initiated devotee.  Non initiated devotees may better marry another non-initiated devotee.

Whatever the case may be, FRANK DISCUSSION BEFORE FIXING THE MARRIAGE WILL DEFINITELY MINIMIZE THE ISSUES IN FUTURE.

Just think of all the points given above and then decide what to do.

Also read: Is marriage necessary or unnecessary?

Author: RAJAN

RAJAN from Tamil Nadu, India, has decades of association with the devotees of Krishna. He is promoting many sites and he promotes this blog-website as an E-SATHSANGHA (E-FORUM) to give Spiritual Solutions for all the Material Problems faced by the devotees! In this site, he writes the friendly and practical tips for the practice of devotion (i) without hurting the followers of other paths, (ii) without affecting the personal and career life, and (iii) without the blind, superstitious and ritualistic approach! He has been counselling through social media and websites since the year 2011. His services are guiding more than 1,20,000 serious followers and lakhs of visiting readers! RAJAN accepts no credits for his services but dedicates all the credits to Krishna.

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